Lost Love

My heart and Soul cry out
When the love we had died out
Movin in a world we see none here
But fear is always present
I'm trying to be positive but how when the negative is so obvious?
You don't get it!
You don't see it.
I'm here though 
Trying to grow and become something though the world says no
No you can't 
No you're not
No you won't 
They see you better when you achieve beyond their unreasonable doubt
But I have reason to believe that fate will put me out of this ditch I dug myself in.  It's selfish but I fell in and who would get me out if I dont try to help myself first.  
Who will show me love when I'm down in the dirt and at my worst.
I need you here.  To hold me and keep me from doubting

I doubt you'd leave me out to dry that's why I'm still trying to accept the fact you said goodbye
I love you
I can't think or figure this out with you gone
We should of stayed
I should have stayed
I should of cried and should have prayed that we'd get through it
All the while I knew it
I blew it
You're gone and that's all there is to it
To any other, to give my heart tottally, I'd refuse it
My mind says it's okay but my heart says dont do it
You know I been through it
If this thing was a stage play
Would the people boo it
Or boo hoo to it
Sad cause you missed it
If you were Cinderella with ya shoe lost who'd kiss it
I'd cherish ya ground 
Your voice, I cherish the sound
So how can I live without you around?  I miss you.  I love you still.
My heart and soul cried out when the love we had died out
Movin in a world where I see none
Yet I see you
...nothing