Abortion

It's like I'm cryin in my sleep fam
Wakin up with my pillow wet
I sware to you the other day
I saw a baby sillouhette
And I hate to have to bring it up
But I'm older and now a days
I'm lookin back
I was a coward not stop you
Even my apologies could never bring a life back
Alone cryin on a cold table
Not a friend in the world to 
Who's hand to hold
They want to enter life who are
We to say no
Maybe I ain't love you enough
And i regret that
But my regrets 
Can never bring a 
Life back
But I sware if I could 
Take it all back
I would be honored if you had my child
And I mean that
 cause you ain't like them
Other woman out there 
With they hands out 
Just chasing a dime
you re the type ah girl
I'd settle down with
But I lost you both
Guess it wasn't my time to love
I can't see it comin down my eyes
But imma hold you real tight 
Give you strength next time
To keep it
To be it
The great mother you can be
Cause a life is a beautiful thing
And you prove that
I love you and 
I would never take that back
For real